Vintage 1960’s

This jawn look crazy!!! Exorcist!!!

You do not have no ambitions or goals in life if all u do is sit around, get fucked, have no job, have babies u can’t even afford… But be on welfare and get mad because they don’t give h enough..knowing damn well u have reached ur limit… Smh… I have ambitions and goals… And I have a dream… My dream is to open up my own PR firm and my own lounge that represents me…. I live the fact that I don’t have any kids yet or even worried about it right now… That’s just what I feel… A child can wait… I know they r the blessing in this world but from my eyes… All I see is all my friends having kids… Out of wet lock… And I’m asking myself.. what was the rush… Cuz that stuff slows u down…. Just thought I’d share that… ;-) now that tumblr is good on my phone now… I can keep my thought in the palm of my hand…

Peace & love

school has been great..feeling good…graduate next year…got my white zinfindale next to me….as well as my handsome man…ugh..i love this guy…gives me everything…well not everything..but enough…lmfao..

soo today’s lesson is…..drum rolls plz……..love…relationship

Its a beautiful feeling…how can u miss it…it pops out of nowhere…unbearable, unconditional like giving birth…i dont know..but i like love…and to me that is what everyone in this world wants and needs “LOVE” strong word but its only strong because us humans hate that its the strongest thing in the world that you cant control…feelings of love….how can you cast away from it??? there is no way…its a mind game!!lately i have been wasting my writing skills and have not been writing, but im back baby…im so back i even got the app on my phone baby…lmfao…

anywho……being in a relationship can be a hassle and wonderful at the same time….that being said..the hassle is the emotional wreck part (me) the “aries” cries and gets upset about every little thing to the point of not answering phone calls….i be flipping the hell out….well of course that comes to the part of having trust issue…ugh…dont u hate that…i love that im admitting to stuff…its awesome of me!!!

ok so, me having trust issues started from a bad relationship of course but, i also think it started from me having father issues…(clearing my throat) my father left my mother when she was pregnant with me, she had nobody but my grandparents…even tho this kind of situation happens all the time.. watever..i grew up with a stepfather that treated me like i am his daugther till this day… when he dont even have to…i mean to the point he got me a car, paid my college tuition, paid my apartment…like everything a real father should do for his own daughter…it made me think about how low of my father is period.  i used to always wait for him for my birthdays, he’d never showed up and i regret that every bday wish was for him to come see me… i dont want to hate him…but i feel like i do, but ive heard that you have to forgive the ppl you hate in life to move on!! that i am still trying to do…..i dont know how easy it would be…we will c…cuz i got a hell of a attitude and i feel like i should give it to him before i can forgive him…let alone he does have like 10 kids total and i am the oldest…and i am only 23 years old..the youngest is 1yrs…smfh…HE IS A LOSER!!

SOONER OR LATER I WILL FORGIVE HIM…BUT I KNOW DAMN WELL WHO IS REALLY WALKING ME DOWN THE AISLE ON MY WEDDING DAY..AND IT DAMN SURE AINT HIM…

LOVE IS A BEAUTIFUL EXPRESSION…TTL!!!

im back like i never been gone….sorry i been away but i had so much work to do, i barely had time to vent on anything..i missed you so much and maybe we can reunite again…i hope i can keep up with you everyday…:-) ill be talking to you tonite..hope its beneficial for you!

It’s not about what you do… its how u do it…. BOOM!!

isnt it funny when your tired, but you cant sleep cuz crazy stuff is on ya mind?? hmmm how crazy…im currently a lil hmmm how can i say this…NICE!! got a sore throat…pretaining to my allergies kicking in at a certain time…lmfao..old lady style…but im 23… having fun…im happy right now…life is ok… moving smoothly..no regrets yet…lmfao so far…but im ready for my big move…wat ever whoever is reading may think they may be…lmfao…lets play a game…YOU GUESS!! ive been seeing and thinking about a lot of things lately and i think im ready..i dont think im gonna miss anything…im ready for it…I MEAN ITS ONE OF THE BIG STEPS IN LIFE. hey why the hell not..you live once…you can b in love with a million ppl at once but, once its on…lmfao…ITS THE FUCK ON!! LITERALLY… i said yes to the situation but literally am i really ready???? IDK.. we will c on this next page of my life…

keep in touch…

yours truly stase…

New York was amazing…I mean AMAZING….. I’m still tired from all the partying I did…Lmfao… it was so much partying, drinking and wat not goin on…lol…. not sure wat weekend I’m comin back…but I will b there pretty soon… like n two more weeks…anywho, some ppl made it to the blocklist this weekend… they have been erking my soul… Lmfao…don’t piss me off… u will b history, gone, out my brain…..;-) FOREVER….!!! LOL..ADIOS AMIGOS…